My Creating Picture Books class is now being advertised. I have flyers up. I left some at the local schools. The local paper carried a press release. The local radio station announced it. That leaves me preparing for class.
I procrastinated. There were no names on the sign up sheet. A feeling of relief vied with disappointment.

Someone Signed Up
The first person is signed up. That leaves the class has an event. I am now preparing for class for real.
Anticipation is now vying with an intense desire to cancel the class. Yes, I have completed three picture books, three illustrated books and illustrated activity books. Does this make me good enough to teach this class?
Changes in the Course
The original course has worksheets to hand out. I was going to charge for the course which would pay for running off these worksheets. That turned into too big a hassle so the course is free. The worksheets may have to be cancelled.
Perhaps the library meeting room is set up for a powerpoint presentation. I haven’t done one in twenty years, but can probably manage one? Hum. Are my nerves and insecurities moving in?

Tackling the Fears
Such fears seem to plague many writers. Books never get finished or languish unpublished because of them.
Teachers can get these fears too. I always dreaded the first day of school. All those new faces, names to learn, new lesson plans were so terrifying.
My Creating Picture Book course will happen. There will be people taking it. The fears may be there, but they need to be squelched.
Preparing for class will help. Either a powerpoint presentation or poster board presentation is needed. A list of picture books to look through on the first day needs assembling.
The course is ready. I have edited and rewritten it more than once. All I have to do is hold on and walk into the room on that first day.